Hate vs. Pain

It is sad and lonely when you are alone,
But even more sad when not understood,
When someone beside you is doesn't care no more,
When the words of promise hurt you good,

Where did you find that person at all?
Was he the consolation that you needed,
I haven't been here because of law,
You have decided to left me bleeded,

Words cannot describe the pain that was there,
Yet I continue to write and with sorrow to describe,
To let the people know I was once here,
To let my soul decide...where to hide,

Ill, stabbed and left to die,
There is no powerful meaning of life,
With sorrow and lust by my side,
I continue to morn my long lost wife,

Yes I am morning to me she is dead,
Everyone is happy, colored as well,
Only me gray walking seeing no end,
Somewhere there is a key from my cell.

Written by: Heavy

Dead dust

Yes I can see but only in the dark,
Because I turn to dust when approaching the light,
That is my curse, to crawl at night,
To find...to feed...like animal to hunt,

My heart is still beating, it's still worm,
My body is still moving but it is cold,
There is only one thing that keeps me alive,
When the thirst is big enough... I drink blood,

Beginning of dawn, end of the night,
I crawl into dark corner to avoid the light,
I hide...I wait... I begin to suffer,
Light approaching. It gets only tougher,

No faith,no hope and no exit to run,
My destiny is written down,
I need to open my eyes... I must,I must,
Before my body turns into dust,

It's to late for me I am already gone,
I am looking at my ashes from above,
Only one thing for me is strange,
I can see cross and not feel any pain,

As I enter the eternity, through the gate,
I ask myself -"Am I really dead?"
This seems like a better, new life,
I am the first vampire that has crossed the light.

Written by: Heavy

"Life" after Death

In the night when it's dark,
And when the fog is the only life,
When you stumble on the grave,
See the letters...what do they say?

On the grave there's my name,
And R.I.P. means Rest In Pain!
Maybe my body died but my soul is still alive,
I will not Rest In Peace until you come by!

Every day, at the beginning of night,
My painful soul comes to life,
It releases voices, screams as well,
Hear them please and come to my cell,

Come,come, don't be afraid!
You hear voice but see only grave,
Come closer let me see you,
Let me tell you... I still love you,

After this words I disappeared,
What's left of me? Only my body lying dead!
I cannot speak I can only hear,
My loved one crying...tear by tear.

Written by: Heavy

Soul Funeral

Come tomorrow if I may beg,
And red flowers you may take,
Something terrible has happened,
Please don't cry,
My soul has left me alone to die,

I am walking a dead man's path,
And soon I will see the white light,
Then an angel or devil will come to me,
And decide of my destiny,

I see the light but it is not near,
Suddenly I feel enormous fear,
But I am walking still until I find,
That what I lost...the time,

My site starts spinning, I feel nausea,
I have been circling around and left behind,
My head hurts and I begin to wonder,
Why can't I approach the God with thunder?

Suddenly I can't see and I begin to fall,
I see some characters that are stealing my soul,
The characters are no longer blurred
I can see,recognize, I've been fooled,

Fooled by myself and the Satan,
But when I seen you I was awaken,
You and my friends standing by the grave,
Grave is mine and praised is left....
my name.

Written by: Heavy