Jack

I am the creature, by whom the rules are made,

I am the pure soul early put to the spiritual grave,

I am the nature at its most fearsome rage,

I am the beast released from its cage.

I am the night crawler that feeds on fear,

I am the reason behind horrible scream,

I am the dark dweller summoned from the deep,

I am the “because” why whores can’t sleep!

I am the spirit and voice of Jack’s temper,

I am his embodiment and greatest anger,

I am the tool that makes his work done,

I am his pride and fan number one.

I am the harvester of lust and joy,

I am the one that wants to destroy,

I am the stranger that every one fears,

I am the horror that in night appears.

I am his twisted medicine, I am his knife,

I am his pain and elixir of life,

I am his loyal friend that wants him to grim,

I love my Jack…and I own him!

The Molotov Man

Running through the fog,
Seeing nothing, seeing no end.
Even then I got caught,
By the mighty devil's hand.

Since then I have been thrown,
To the most amazing places,
Where I was greeted as thorn.
And shunned like I was faceless!

The fear and sadness in me,
Turned into heavy anger.
Taking control over me,
Making me stronger but still weaker.

Anger has turned into fire,
And I carry it with me as mine!
I would like to see some desire,
And burn it with all rest in line.

I feel weak, alone and all of the above.
Like I was made to be a fiend.
Burning everything that represents love,
And loving everything that will soon end.

Strange Flame

Strange darkness comes over me,
Hitting me in the place I cannot see
Strangely as it sounds I love it
But also hate it in same moment

Heartache so painful and strong
I can barely withstand it
I can't see what I did wrong
And now the flame shall be lit

Flame turned into volcano eruption,
Killing everything human in its way,
I cannot decide, - peace or destruction?
Feeling dead and without aid.

Stop this nonsense! No more of this!
Enough I suffered for others gain!
My heart is now at peace,
I leave you now in vein!

Sign

My scars aren't all visible,
They go deeper in my soul,
Shoving them is impossible,
Understanding them even more.

I feel like I am thousands of years old,
Tired and tortured through ages,
Memories faded and bold,
Not showing all my spirits stages.

Later on I am feeling broken,
Knowing that some things aren't right,
Things are for me going wrong,
Again I cannot sleep at night.

Feeling more lonely every morning,
Waking up older and heavier,
Burden is what is my knowing,
And it doesn't get easier.

I am the possession of me,
I am my rightful owner,
I am the of me,
Still I don't know what I am.

Written by: Heavy

...sane?

Inflict the pain directly into my heart,
Again and again and don't stop,
Let it wound me and kill me for good,
I had no eyes when I should.

Damage me! Damage me! Rip me apart,
When you don't see my loyal heart,
Let my eyes show you the horror inside,
Let you be struck by that what you will find!

Cold-blooded, heartless and emotionless are you!
Why did I let myself to be seduced...fool!
Paying the price and nothing more to say,
Remember me...when I was still sane.

Written by: Heavy

Jester's Rage

Once my work is all done,
I go back to my chamber,
I dwell there with darkest one,
No one respects my labor!

My look is only deceiving,
The look is only a mask,
Illusion is what they are receiving,
It hurts to be remembered last.

Happy and funny is only an act,
My future I cannot see,
Inside I am shreaded apart,
No one cares because it is me.

Respect is the word I don't know,
Sadness is the feeling that I feel,
Happy is the word I only show,
Dead is what's inside of me.

Again and again I spin around,
Confused but awoken,
Yet to discover where I belong,
Answer is: Alone and broken!

Written by: Heavy

Continuous

Nervous...helpless...alone...
The words that describe my soul,
Empty inside, sad outside,
My mind has gone for a punishing ride.

Torturing myself with feeling,
Letting it start the bleeding,
Bleeding from an old wound,
Wound that isn't yet healed.

One more time I will smile,
Easier to say than to try,
Mixed feelings got through to me,
Sheared me apart completely.

Once full of life and love,
Now tortured and without my dove,
Oh I remember it...so beautiful,
Pure...happy...indescribable.

Good times are gone...long passed,
Dream of life has collapsed,
Living in horror and decadence,
Waiting to wake up from this horrible place.

Written by: Heavy

Et cetera

Years have passed and nothing has changed,
I am still alone and waiting for a way,
My mind has developed, became deranged,
Everyone is gone only I am supposed to stay.

Walking on a lone man's highway,
Feeling nothing, questioning everything,
Then I realize this is not my way,
This is not my doomful ending.

I stop, look up and begin to wonder,
Why do I feel so empty inside,
Emotions exploding like a thunder,
My happiness and future is denied.

Once the same, hollow and insane,
My mind passing out, losing breath,
Answers reaching deep in my brain,
Allowing me to face my death.

Written by: Heavy

Revelation of I

Passing through the mirror room,
Seeing reflections staring at me,
Twisted like they are on the loom.
Then I realize what I see,

Future, present and the past,
Each of them showing a way,
When I reach them at last,
Their images start to fade.

Faded, gone, left my soul,
My mind burns and so does my eyes,
I can feel I am all alone,
Everything I see is a disguise.

One mirror far away,
Shines bright like a star,
It is showing me the way,
Through the dark of the night.

The one and only thing I see,
Is that what kept me alive,
It is the image of me,
Showing me the right path.

Woken up still afraid,
My heart beats like mad,
It doesn't feel like being dead,
When you still have dreams like that.

Written by: Heavy

Hate vs. Pain

It is sad and lonely when you are alone,
But even more sad when not understood,
When someone beside you is doesn't care no more,
When the words of promise hurt you good,

Where did you find that person at all?
Was he the consolation that you needed,
I haven't been here because of law,
You have decided to left me bleeded,

Words cannot describe the pain that was there,
Yet I continue to write and with sorrow to describe,
To let the people know I was once here,
To let my soul decide...where to hide,

Ill, stabbed and left to die,
There is no powerful meaning of life,
With sorrow and lust by my side,
I continue to morn my long lost wife,

Yes I am morning to me she is dead,
Everyone is happy, colored as well,
Only me gray walking seeing no end,
Somewhere there is a key from my cell.

Written by: Heavy

Dead dust

Yes I can see but only in the dark,
Because I turn to dust when approaching the light,
That is my curse, to crawl at night,
To find...to feed...like animal to hunt,

My heart is still beating, it's still worm,
My body is still moving but it is cold,
There is only one thing that keeps me alive,
When the thirst is big enough... I drink blood,

Beginning of dawn, end of the night,
I crawl into dark corner to avoid the light,
I hide...I wait... I begin to suffer,
Light approaching. It gets only tougher,

No faith,no hope and no exit to run,
My destiny is written down,
I need to open my eyes... I must,I must,
Before my body turns into dust,

It's to late for me I am already gone,
I am looking at my ashes from above,
Only one thing for me is strange,
I can see cross and not feel any pain,

As I enter the eternity, through the gate,
I ask myself -"Am I really dead?"
This seems like a better, new life,
I am the first vampire that has crossed the light.

Written by: Heavy

"Life" after Death

In the night when it's dark,
And when the fog is the only life,
When you stumble on the grave,
See the letters...what do they say?

On the grave there's my name,
And R.I.P. means Rest In Pain!
Maybe my body died but my soul is still alive,
I will not Rest In Peace until you come by!

Every day, at the beginning of night,
My painful soul comes to life,
It releases voices, screams as well,
Hear them please and come to my cell,

Come,come, don't be afraid!
You hear voice but see only grave,
Come closer let me see you,
Let me tell you... I still love you,

After this words I disappeared,
What's left of me? Only my body lying dead!
I cannot speak I can only hear,
My loved one crying...tear by tear.

Written by: Heavy

Soul Funeral

Come tomorrow if I may beg,
And red flowers you may take,
Something terrible has happened,
Please don't cry,
My soul has left me alone to die,

I am walking a dead man's path,
And soon I will see the white light,
Then an angel or devil will come to me,
And decide of my destiny,

I see the light but it is not near,
Suddenly I feel enormous fear,
But I am walking still until I find,
That what I lost...the time,

My site starts spinning, I feel nausea,
I have been circling around and left behind,
My head hurts and I begin to wonder,
Why can't I approach the God with thunder?

Suddenly I can't see and I begin to fall,
I see some characters that are stealing my soul,
The characters are no longer blurred
I can see,recognize, I've been fooled,

Fooled by myself and the Satan,
But when I seen you I was awaken,
You and my friends standing by the grave,
Grave is mine and praised is left....
my name.

Written by: Heavy