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Nervous...helpless...alone...
The words that describe my soul,
Empty inside, sad outside,
My mind has gone for a punishing ride.

Torturing myself with feeling,
Letting it start the bleeding,
Bleeding from an old wound,
Wound that isn't yet healed.

One more time I will smile,
Easier to say than to try,
Mixed feelings got through to me,
Sheared me apart completely.

Once full of life and love,
Now tortured and without my dove,
Oh I remember it...so beautiful,
Pure...happy...indescribable.

Good times are gone...long passed,
Dream of life has collapsed,
Living in horror and decadence,
Waiting to wake up from this horrible place.

Written by: Heavy

Et cetera

Years have passed and nothing has changed,
I am still alone and waiting for a way,
My mind has developed, became deranged,
Everyone is gone only I am supposed to stay.

Walking on a lone man's highway,
Feeling nothing, questioning everything,
Then I realize this is not my way,
This is not my doomful ending.

I stop, look up and begin to wonder,
Why do I feel so empty inside,
Emotions exploding like a thunder,
My happiness and future is denied.

Once the same, hollow and insane,
My mind passing out, losing breath,
Answers reaching deep in my brain,
Allowing me to face my death.

Written by: Heavy

Revelation of I

Passing through the mirror room,
Seeing reflections staring at me,
Twisted like they are on the loom.
Then I realize what I see,

Future, present and the past,
Each of them showing a way,
When I reach them at last,
Their images start to fade.

Faded, gone, left my soul,
My mind burns and so does my eyes,
I can feel I am all alone,
Everything I see is a disguise.

One mirror far away,
Shines bright like a star,
It is showing me the way,
Through the dark of the night.

The one and only thing I see,
Is that what kept me alive,
It is the image of me,
Showing me the right path.

Woken up still afraid,
My heart beats like mad,
It doesn't feel like being dead,
When you still have dreams like that.

Written by: Heavy